listening, repenting, lamenting, learning

Where should I begin? What should I say and/or do?
How do I help without adding salt to the deep wounds that span generations?
Sometimes it seems like I'm damned if I do, and I'm damned if I don't, but I'd rather make mistakes in trying to side with the oppressed instead of passively siding with the oppressor.
I recognize that as a white woman, I am part of the problem.
I know that it is not about me, but I'm scared of silence and inaction.
What if I act, but do the wrong thing?
What if I speak, but say hurtful things?
Even good intentions don't matter. My best deed is still a filthy rag.
I know that "there's room for error, but He's calling me higher."

I want to
listen,
repent,
lament, and
learn.

Book List from Andrea:
  1. Born a Crime, Noah
  2. Between the World and Me, Coates
  3. The Bluest Eye, Morrison
  4. The Minds of Marginalized Black Men, Young
  5. The Hidden Cost of Being African American, Shapiro
  6. The Fire Next Time, Baldwin
  7. The Men We Reaped, Ward
  8. Such a Fun Age, Reid
  9. Roll of Thunder, Hear My Cry, Taylor
Book List from Kendra:


I just ordered four books from Amazon...The Color of Law, Oneness Embraced, Why Are All the Black Kids Sitting Together in the Cafeteria, and So You Want to Talk About Race. I am really eager to read I'm Still Here, but it is still out of stock.

O Lord, help me. Have mercy on me, a sinner. Search me. Examine me. Find all that is ugly and hurtful within me and cleanse me from it. May I sow peace, unity, freedom, change, and genuine love. May I hate what is evil and cling to what is good. Your Kingdom come, Your will be done.


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