Doubting

Am I making the right decision?
Or should I give him another chance?

He wants to try again, but I've walked down this path before, and it circled back to no. He says he's seeing the glass half-full, and I'm seeing the glass half-empty. Is that true or are we not supposed to keep dating, because we are not supposed to get married?

Lord, do you have someone different for each of us? 
How am I supposed to know? 
How can I be sure? 
Am I being too picky? 
Am I "hearing" you correctly, Lord?
Why is this so complicated for me?
Why do I struggle to hear You and act?

Lord, I give all of this relationship--the memories, the emotions, the time together, the conversations--my deep desire for marriage and current feelings of loneliness to you. I give him to You as well. Lord, please take my loneliness and anxiety. Please comfort me. If I am in Your will, I pray that Your peace that surpasses all understanding would be deeply upon me and within me. Lord, please affirm me and this decision or help me make a new decision. Lord, you give and take away. Help me to hold the things of this life loosely but cling tightly to You. I will not be shaken for You are always with me.